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    12/16/2006

    2006/12/16

    我开始怀疑 自己是不是变老了
    在经历过很多事情以后 突然发现自己对世界对周围的一切不再那么关心
    似乎过度地保护自己 不愿再对谁敞开心扉 不愿表达自己内心的很多想法
    甚至 可以这么说 根本不去想什么 无所事事 一切顺其自然
    我知道这不是自己看透了世界上的一切 而是不再积极地面对生活
    很多时候自己会想好好地做一些什么 比如 好好学习 好好练舞 或者 做一些自己想做的
    可是面对现实 恐怖的六级 即将到来的考试 都让我退却 没有开始就失去了信心
    进大学后 发现自己除了变得更贪玩就没有什么收获了 更不要谈在大学里学到了什么
    因为答案是肯定并且自己不敢面对的 什么都没有
    其实无数次告诉自己不能这样子混日子 只是实践起来却困难重重
    每天都觉得自己忙忙碌碌 事实却是不知道在忙些什么
    浑浑噩噩

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    Derek Shenwrote:
    不好意思问一下,你认识的王晓蕾是杭州人么?
    May 23
    晟 孙wrote:
    终于回来看看你的space了 记住 就算背后是悬崖也有朋友和你一起走 别忘了沪西的生活啊!!!
    Jan. 26
    深 江wrote:
    什么是对的 什么是错的 怎样会后悔 怎样会受伤 也许永远都弄不清。。。。。。。
    Dec. 24

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